I feel like i have no life right now because my dad always tells me that! i mean usually what people say to me doesn't get to me but its getting on my nerves ! i haven't talked to my someone special in a while because (i dunno why) i haven't really been talking to any of my friends. i mean i've been talking to the ones online but that's about it! i talk to my friend derek most of the time and he's cool and all but i need to start talking to my friends over here alot more! i mean i used to always talk to them but my dad would just get mad at me and say "You're always on the phone why don't u ever go see ur friends?!?! u like have no life!" and that just makes me upset because.....i dunno i guess its because its the truth or something....i'm not too sure! The last time i went out was on last saturday and i stayed out from like 4:00PM - 12:00AM with my best friend Brittanny! it was really fun and all! but i wish i could spend more time with my friends but i hate organizing stuff because i stress myself out so i wait for my friends to just organize plans. well that's about it.

~Juan~